Shhh quiet.
March 20th 2007 21:41
Where have I been? I've been stuck in a swirling vortex of laziness. When I mean laziness, I mean I pretty much have stopped functioning in my usual way, which is to sit on the internet and do my shit there, and going to the gym. That's it, that's my day. What I HAVE been doing is sitting outside... a lot. Most of it by choice, some of it not. I am just trying to soak up the sun as much as I can before the mosquitos come out. I hate mosquitoes. I've been catching up on all my mindless games. Right now I have Sims 2 running on my pc.
No, Im not depressed or sad, just wanting to be..... I don't know... alone?!? Nah, not alone. I think I just want to be... quiet. Does that make sense? Don't you just want to hole up at home, and just be? Just chill and watch the grass grow, or play something so mindless, that you only need enough brain power to move your finger, and keep an eye on your kid.
Aislinn is at her cousins, and the house is very quiet. ALthough I would probably be mega bitchy if she were here, I just miss her robust energy when she isn't here. Jonny has been walking around whining "I want my Aisy" and dragging my humongous feather blanket around the house. Tony has been working a lot, and I;ve been dealing with cramps. Just one of those weeks where quiet, although not by choice seems pretty damn nice. In a world full of internet, tv, movies, music and all that, quiet is sometimes hard to come by. Quiet should be appreciated while you can. It's nice to get up and know you have NOTHING to do. Jonny is so easy, he often plays alone, and is appeased with just a book now and then, or a glass of water.
So, that has been my week. Don't be jealous.
No, Im not depressed or sad, just wanting to be..... I don't know... alone?!? Nah, not alone. I think I just want to be... quiet. Does that make sense? Don't you just want to hole up at home, and just be? Just chill and watch the grass grow, or play something so mindless, that you only need enough brain power to move your finger, and keep an eye on your kid.
Aislinn is at her cousins, and the house is very quiet. ALthough I would probably be mega bitchy if she were here, I just miss her robust energy when she isn't here. Jonny has been walking around whining "I want my Aisy" and dragging my humongous feather blanket around the house. Tony has been working a lot, and I;ve been dealing with cramps. Just one of those weeks where quiet, although not by choice seems pretty damn nice. In a world full of internet, tv, movies, music and all that, quiet is sometimes hard to come by. Quiet should be appreciated while you can. It's nice to get up and know you have NOTHING to do. Jonny is so easy, he often plays alone, and is appeased with just a book now and then, or a glass of water.
So, that has been my week. Don't be jealous.
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Comment by DuskDevi
Rugby World Cup 2007
Oh hell yeah.
I've missed you Sandi.
....I'm kinda in this mood too....can't be fucked doing anything this week...deadlines have whooshed pass....laundry has piled up....has anyone seen my children?...
Kidding!.... sort of....
Sigh...I blame it on my husband.
He's away.
And I miss him.....
Comment by Wendi
Nice to have you back.
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Comment by Sandi
Wendi, thats funny because I too find great comfort in Sims when I feel life isnt quite the way I want it to be. I like the aspect of controlling I think too. I find people who are control freaks LOVE sims LOL