I want you to want me.
February 27th 2007 04:38
There isn't much I would change about my marriage. One thing though that bothers me is that Tony is so fucking good natured when it comes to sex. If I pull out the "Not tonight dear, I have a headache" not only will he take it well, he'll get up, get me aspirin, and then hold me while stroking my hair.
I want a litlte pouting, something to let me know that my stuff is worth a fight.
I hear woman say how their husband literally follow behind them with pants 'round their ankles, poking them in the butt while they do dishes. It's to the point where if their husbands so much as touch them, they assume they want sex. If Tony touches me, I never assume he wants sex. It just never crosses my mind. He's so nice about it.
It's not a secret that Tony and I have a healthy sexual relationship. Yet, sometimes I wonder how that even comes about. Tony is just not vocal in his wantings. Oh sure if I bring it up, he's all over it, but he just never lets it known that he's feeling like having a party in his pants. We once went without sex for six months. I was going through some issues, and him? Well, like I said he's just so fucking good natured about it all.
The other night while having a discussion with another couple, I told Tony that I would like to see some wanting from him. It's not that I want him to beg, oh well, sure begging is always welcomed. I want to be... hounded. Is that the right word? I want to feel wanted. Come in and say "Are you going to chat all night or can I get you to come in here so I can get some dirty, dirty lovin'?" It's almost as if he stumbles upon sex, and thinks "Oh ok, sure why not"
So, he's been showing me, and showing me, and showing me, and showing me. We had sex four times in a twenty four hour period. thngs... well some things are hurting. Now I wonder, how did he he do it? I mean obviously he has some super hyped up sex drive that he has been keeping under wraps for YEARS.
So now I just have to deal with it since I said something.
Where's my ice pack?
I want a litlte pouting, something to let me know that my stuff is worth a fight.
I hear woman say how their husband literally follow behind them with pants 'round their ankles, poking them in the butt while they do dishes. It's to the point where if their husbands so much as touch them, they assume they want sex. If Tony touches me, I never assume he wants sex. It just never crosses my mind. He's so nice about it.
It's not a secret that Tony and I have a healthy sexual relationship. Yet, sometimes I wonder how that even comes about. Tony is just not vocal in his wantings. Oh sure if I bring it up, he's all over it, but he just never lets it known that he's feeling like having a party in his pants. We once went without sex for six months. I was going through some issues, and him? Well, like I said he's just so fucking good natured about it all.
The other night while having a discussion with another couple, I told Tony that I would like to see some wanting from him. It's not that I want him to beg, oh well, sure begging is always welcomed. I want to be... hounded. Is that the right word? I want to feel wanted. Come in and say "Are you going to chat all night or can I get you to come in here so I can get some dirty, dirty lovin'?" It's almost as if he stumbles upon sex, and thinks "Oh ok, sure why not"
So, he's been showing me, and showing me, and showing me, and showing me. We had sex four times in a twenty four hour period. thngs... well some things are hurting. Now I wonder, how did he he do it? I mean obviously he has some super hyped up sex drive that he has been keeping under wraps for YEARS.
So now I just have to deal with it since I said something.
Where's my ice pack?
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San Francisco Ca. (DPI) Nessie, 35, recently joined online dating service Lavalife, placing an ad with the headline "Seeking Gorgeous, Hard-Bodied Female" although Nessie himself is an overweight, unappealing man.
"I'm looking for the finest things in life, and that extends to my love of women," reads the ad posted late Friday by Nessie, who weighs 290 pounds and works as an assistant manager at Hero's Realm, a local comic-book retailer. "If you have love handles, a paunch or a gut, I'm probably not the guy for you. Appearance means a great deal to me. If you don't have a healthy, attractive appearance, including FASHION SENSE, then how can I ask you to take care of me?"
Nessie posted the ad from his bachelor apartment while wearing a stained Green Lantern T-Shirt and track pants.
"Hey, can you blame me for wanting the best?" Nessie said while cleaning his ears with a pen from behind the Hero's Realm cash register. "The world is full of mediocre-looking women. Why shouldn't I want the best for myself? After all, it's not like I don't have a lot to offer."
Other than his $6.50-an-hour job, Nessie can also look forward to chauffeuring his new love around town in a 1986 Ford Escort that he dubs the Love Machine although he has never indulged in sexual activity in it with a partner.
Elsewhere in the ad, Nessie wrote, "I take care of myself, and I expect nothing different from my soul mate," although he has a bottle of medicated cream prescribed for a noticeable skin condition that he seems to use solely for masturbatory purposes.
Nessie expressed the most pride in the final line of his ad, which he said took him "hours" to compose: "Please, I can't stress this enough -- no fatties." He told the Probe that this embodies his philosophy perfectly. "Fat chicks are a real turnoff to me," he said through a mouthful of Mars bar. "You have to draw the line somewhere. Besides, I like the waif look."
"I figure it's only a matter of time before the right girl sees my ad," Nessie told coworkers.
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Comment by Ness
San Francisco Ca. (DPI) Nessie, 35, recently joined online dating service Lavalife, placing an ad with the headline "Seeking Gorgeous, Hard-Bodied Female" although Nessie himself is an overweight, unappealing man.
"I'm looking for the finest things in life, and that extends to my love of women," reads the ad posted late Friday by Nessie, who weighs 290 pounds and works as an assistant manager at Hero's Realm, a local comic-book retailer. "If you have love handles, a paunch or a gut, I'm probably not the guy for you. Appearance means a great deal to me. If you don't have a healthy, attractive appearance, including FASHION SENSE, then how can I ask you to take care of me?"
Nessie posted the ad from his bachelor apartment while wearing a stained Green Lantern T-Shirt and track pants.
"Hey, can you blame me for wanting the best?" Nessie said while cleaning his ears with a pen from behind the Hero's Realm cash register. "The world is full of mediocre-looking women. Why shouldn't I want the best for myself? After all, it's not like I don't have a lot to offer."
Other than his $6.50-an-hour job, Nessie can also look forward to chauffeuring his new love around town in a 1986 Ford Escort that he dubs the Love Machine although he has never indulged in sexual activity in it with a partner.
Elsewhere in the ad, Nessie wrote, "I take care of myself, and I expect nothing different from my soul mate," although he has a bottle of medicated cream prescribed for a noticeable skin condition that he seems to use solely for masturbatory purposes.
Nessie expressed the most pride in the final line of his ad, which he said took him "hours" to compose: "Please, I can't stress this enough -- no fatties." He told the Probe that this embodies his philosophy perfectly. "Fat chicks are a real turnoff to me," he said through a mouthful of Mars bar. "You have to draw the line somewhere. Besides, I like the waif look."
"I figure it's only a matter of time before the right girl sees my ad," Nessie told coworkers.
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Comment by Anonymous
This is a forgery, one of many. For some idea how often nessie's name gets forged, Google "nessie indymedia forgery" and see what comes up:
http://tinyurl.com/2tcga5
This particular forgery is also spam:
http://tinyurl.com/3xv7sp