Nerdy Corporate Whore position has been filled.
February 17th 2007 00:25
I have been sleeping a lot lately, and that can only mean one thing. Depression has crept up on me. Nothing has really triggered it, but it does go to show that my depression is no joke. I've been taking my meds like I should, and I have been exercising and eating right. So, even though I have been doing everything "right" I can still be struck down like a blind cat on a busy highway. Actually that is a good metaphor for life. Aren't we all just blind cats on the busy high of life?
Ya'll didn't know I could get deep now didja?
I feel that I am at a major turning point in my life. I know that sounds odd, but I've been thinking a lot, A LOT about what I want to do with life itself. HAving no formal schooling of any kind, this limits me. Hell, maybe my change is nothing more than getting healthy again. Who knows. I just feel that soon, things are going to start changing for me. I have a feeling it will be tough, but in the end so worth it.
Tony and I have discussed me starting school. He is all for it, and said we'll work together for me to get thecrushing debt piece of papter that says I'm worthy employable the rest of the world. That right there should let you know how much I hate conventional schooling. I'm Calvin, Hobbes is in the dryer right now. I know if we lived during a time that where good ole smarts gotcha somewhere, then I'd be rich, bitches. Unfortunately, we live in a time that if your parents have enough money to pay for your school, and you spend five years partying on their dime, and then you still get the "I'm worthy" paper, and make about 1 million times more than I would. Not that I'm bitter or anything.
But, I AM bitter that Starbucks is giving away free t-shirts everyday in Feb and there are people out there that are even MORE lame than I am, and snag them up within seconds. I mean, I thought I had the lame computer whore thing down pat, but these fuckers got me beat. I thought it didn't get much nerdier than to play Sims2 on my PC and have my laptop open so I can chat too, I thought for sure that right there clinhced it for me, but no. I didn't get my tshirt, to announce to the world that yes I am a corporate whore and I love Starbucks, even though I know that everytime I drink one of their coffees, a small coffee shop owner dies. You think that will stop me from drinking the jizz of the corporate monster? Hell, everytime I eat one of their processed muffins, a baby manatee dies, that doesn't stop me either, and I love animals more than humans.
Yes I am aware I'm going to hell, but that's good becuase I'm pretty sure I'll be able to shop at Wal Mart and drink Starbucks in hell, even though the irony of that statement is not lost one me, that it makes no sense to want to pay low low prices on everything but my coffee. That's ok though, becuase I bet mana tastes like ass anyway.
Ya'll didn't know I could get deep now didja?
I feel that I am at a major turning point in my life. I know that sounds odd, but I've been thinking a lot, A LOT about what I want to do with life itself. HAving no formal schooling of any kind, this limits me. Hell, maybe my change is nothing more than getting healthy again. Who knows. I just feel that soon, things are going to start changing for me. I have a feeling it will be tough, but in the end so worth it.
Tony and I have discussed me starting school. He is all for it, and said we'll work together for me to get the
But, I AM bitter that Starbucks is giving away free t-shirts everyday in Feb and there are people out there that are even MORE lame than I am, and snag them up within seconds. I mean, I thought I had the lame computer whore thing down pat, but these fuckers got me beat. I thought it didn't get much nerdier than to play Sims2 on my PC and have my laptop open so I can chat too, I thought for sure that right there clinhced it for me, but no. I didn't get my tshirt, to announce to the world that yes I am a corporate whore and I love Starbucks, even though I know that everytime I drink one of their coffees, a small coffee shop owner dies. You think that will stop me from drinking the jizz of the corporate monster? Hell, everytime I eat one of their processed muffins, a baby manatee dies, that doesn't stop me either, and I love animals more than humans.
Yes I am aware I'm going to hell, but that's good becuase I'm pretty sure I'll be able to shop at Wal Mart and drink Starbucks in hell, even though the irony of that statement is not lost one me, that it makes no sense to want to pay low low prices on everything but my coffee. That's ok though, becuase I bet mana tastes like ass anyway.
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