A difference a day makes.
April 4th 2007 00:13
Amazing how much difference a day can make. Gone are my sorrows. Gone is the sun, the warm spring days. Gone is the stomach virus Aislinn had. Gone.
Funny how that works isn't it? You wake up, and the world as you knew it, has just poof up and disappeared on you, and you begin to realize a change is a coming.
Aislinn went to school today. I think that's what I needed more than anything. Aislinn in school so I could FOCUS on things. The gnawing worry I had been feeling is no longer there. No longer do I fear an ulcer, appedicitis, stomach cancer, a martian eating her from the inside out. Gone is my sadness, as Tony really listened to me yesterday, and tried really hard to make my life a bit easier. So, ok he didn't wash any dishes, or do any laundry, but he DID try and that's what counts. He listened to me, he said the appropriate things, and that's nice.
Also gone is the worry about where our future is going to lead us. Now, we know. So, yeah, we're not going to be sitting around in our little country cottage in England, me in a bonnet and Tony in a tophat, drinking tea, and all that. Ok, so that is a very stereotypical view of England, but come on, I only have Jane Austen movies to go by. (notice I said movies, and not books) Instead, we'll be sweltering our asses off in Virginia, and there isn't even decent ocean around there. Oh well. At least we know when we're leaving, and I at least know where everything is.
So, that's that.
Funny how that works isn't it? You wake up, and the world as you knew it, has just poof up and disappeared on you, and you begin to realize a change is a coming.
Aislinn went to school today. I think that's what I needed more than anything. Aislinn in school so I could FOCUS on things. The gnawing worry I had been feeling is no longer there. No longer do I fear an ulcer, appedicitis, stomach cancer, a martian eating her from the inside out. Gone is my sadness, as Tony really listened to me yesterday, and tried really hard to make my life a bit easier. So, ok he didn't wash any dishes, or do any laundry, but he DID try and that's what counts. He listened to me, he said the appropriate things, and that's nice.
Also gone is the worry about where our future is going to lead us. Now, we know. So, yeah, we're not going to be sitting around in our little country cottage in England, me in a bonnet and Tony in a tophat, drinking tea, and all that. Ok, so that is a very stereotypical view of England, but come on, I only have Jane Austen movies to go by. (notice I said movies, and not books) Instead, we'll be sweltering our asses off in Virginia, and there isn't even decent ocean around there. Oh well. At least we know when we're leaving, and I at least know where everything is.
So, that's that.
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Summer Banks
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